Everyone else has everything going their way. I’m still incredibly lonely, jobless, and fucked over all the time. I hate seeing people that have no common sense live their lives happily and have everything they need laid in front of them. It’s not even like I hold grudges or make myself his way. I’m just sick of trying all the time to be happy and getting the short end of the stick for everything. I’ve tried being optimistic, and I know how conceded it sounds but the world just isn’t good enough for me. For now though, I’ll just keep waiting for the day things start going my way or people start appreciating the kind of person I am. I dunno some recognition would be nice. I don’t even know why I’m posting this.